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Patient

by Fixer

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1.
Down on Oblegone Island we'll take the fronds in our hands And I'll teach you how to play guitar and you'll tell me all your wild plans Wrap me up & send me down like Moses on the Nile I feel so old, so left alone I'm still a child The palms and firs and the springtime will eat away at our souls and replace with statues and fruits of the trees we climbed for so long And yet we toast to good health and too many more All that wealth That platinum belt that holds up crows And rows of people look down like when that holy Moses shook ground like Down by water so still your reflection I swear it did wink And you nod right back as if all was forgiven in one instant We rolled down those hills so small, yet they seem so big The grass it flows into one firing node And just as soon you sink And rows of people look down like when that holy Moses shook ground like And all the people look down like when that holy Moses took ground like Down by Oblegone Island we'll build a raft and let it go and watch it float down the river and finally stop when it snows
2.
CAVES 04:23
Cause he always caves Yeah I always will I'll remember names, try not to spill all of my days out on that hill Try and spend my days Try and save those pills I've taken to your longin', girl I feel so blue, like your room So blue There is no place belongin' like this place with you It's true All that dew Cause he always caves Yeah I always will I'll remember names Try not to spill all of my days out on that hill Try and spend my days Try and save those pills Like nautilus, like seaweed I'll wash up on shore Great land, great hands Upon discovery of nothing I'll want more No man, no plans And then I'll build a fire calling you back home made of sand, burned again Cause he always caves Yeah I always will I'll remember names Try not to spill all of my days out on that hill Try and spend my days Try and save those pills Cause he always caves I always will
3.
Part with me, holy darkness I stand with legs on feet Hard to see, oh my pretty This man will never leave At least it's not what it seems to be likely Forget sight, please Left with shame, oh my baby This boat is wood on rain She smells like clean and rosemary Just don't leave the same But if you will, would you promise to find solace in my clothes No I won't blow this No one noticed Bring to me all your weakness "Hello?" "Speaking." When this road finally crumbles, (so unlikely) forget mine, please
4.
Well you really should Yeah, yeah, I know The body and the blood and the holy ghost Your token only lasts so long here Your fortune's going further than you thought, dear As a little boy running to father My hair would curl soon as it touched water I break the days when my bike faltered The blood ran down those legs I offered
5.
Truth 06:43
The night's on the floor and we are falling in- to trap doors beneath the floorboards When will they come Our lives blur into one It's a safer stun Where do you come from I can't believe I believed in you I can't believe I believed in truth It is complete, I believe in you It's not complete, I believe in truth She's a lost cause that I can't think about or I will have lost all my pride and all my doubt She's so curious, asking questions left and right But I can't answer this I'll have questions all my life I can't believe I believed in her I can't believe I believed in words, oh It is complete, I believe in her It's not complete, I believe in the world Take what's yours and leave the rest Don't worry about them They are all blessed Leave what's mine cause I am best, you always said We are all blessed They are all blessed We are all blessed
6.
Coyote Eyes 02:37
Leaving those Cincy-stained clothes now I know that you will go Yellow and bright like the stove, how it looked through that winter's glow Shift red to the sea So far out Hit rocks, move me please No more doubt Fold up the tongue of your shoes now and do the same to your own I'm the coyote with teeth, gal, and you are the rabbit run home In now Feels like paint when I was young Somehow there's no pain I could have sung
7.
It hurt like hell I cried then fell again I mopped it up I filled my cup again My Dad was God Now he's a man of men My Mom loves God Now I'm meat in Lent Cause all that time we spent was in a hole inside my head You grace the hem of my sleeve again You touch my arm You make it better skin You only want the bluest skies to sin underneath and not expect the rain come with Cause all that time we spent was in a hole inside our heads It was green then it was red And so was hair and now it's dead I feel the world and I love when you have curls cause I'm scared of dying In a bed I'll lie and the sooner that comes I bet I'll be crying If I could I would live forever, good and loved and healthy But I'll have to live through a lucky-filled life given to a selfish, privileged kid
8.
Friends 03:33
It's too bad I'm tall It's too bad I ain't short, cause all those lives I've seen would mean something more Well I took her gift and I threw it away And I wish so much for it back on this summer's day The rope it is taut and her hand it is cold It's something you bought a long time ago Now it collects dust on your daddy's basement steps I feel like I must do something to fix my head For a while I was not very brave Would pick out the parts of the plot that I hate But now I do see that what I missed is what I lost And to get it all back would be a gift from God So now I must tell what I've told for some years cause I like the sound of my voice in my ears And we are all as selfish, we're just the same It's because we have bones and it's because we have brains But no more of that, no more tears down the drain I just want someone who will know that I'm sane I need to find myself a country road I've never been on and find which way to go So two more years and we're back to this shit Sitting in cars til God knows when It'll always be the same You'll always be my friend And that's all I need to say I'm happy again
9.
Lilt 03:12
10.
Witch Lake 03:02
Why look when I can't see your face in my glassy distant haze Think of all those rosy beads and tell me all your wants and needs Whole lakes driven in Catch my name I'll catch yours That wind carries May with you and into all your state Leaving wasn't all that great Nosebleeds and feeling like a ghost can't see just as I start to float There's all that I need written down Oh, my words seem so cruel when said out loud And oh, I don't know anything yet somehow
11.
Dredges 03:12
Sitting down on the edge of dredges You wear your crown I had to stop, but I felt endless We're never down Sitting down on the edge of dredges You wear your crown I had to stop, but I felt endless We're never down Sitting down on the edge of dredges You wear your gown I had to stop, but I felt endless We're always down

about

Recorded in my basement, living room, bedroom, and Good Shepherd Lutheran Church in Norway, Michigan.

I've wanted to write an album since I was 13. So, thank you to everyone who's helped me get here and inspired me to write these songs. I will always be indebted to you.

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released January 11, 2013

All songs written & recorded by Matt Langlais

Alexander Lynch - backing vocals on 'Truth'
Matt Langlais - all instruments, vocals

Rebecca Langlais - album artwork

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