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Married

by Fixer

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    High-quality cassette tapes dubbed, designed, and put together by me. Stamped by Andy Kravitz. Made to order. May or may not feature bonus tracks / personalized messages, dunno yet. We'll see. All proceeds will be donated to organizations working to abolish the police, the prisons, and/or fight the COVID-19 pandemic. I got lucky so I don't need the money. I've only got 25 of these things so get one while the gettin's good.

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1.
Capacity 01:50
i wanna be your best friend but sometimes i don't i don't idk i am your best friend but sometimes i don't i don't idk if i have the capacity to be what you need
2.
XY Handhold 04:20
its hard to find my old worn in wallet at ten to five gotta leave on a dime yr walkin off and i can smell them sleeping covered in moss it almost stops my breathing i blink and lie at the same time at the same time you saved my life with an xy at the same time the screen blinks off and now we're falling faster i hold my cough so my neighbor's not bothered i blink and lie at the same time at the same time i blink and lie at the same time you saved my life with an xy
3.
Good Thing 01:51
id call it a good thing if every word just falls right out without much thinking id call it a good thing if my debit card doesn't run out without much begging simple's where I'm led peace of mind got so damn sweet with time fruit fermented id call it a good thing if i fell asleep while laying down without much trying id call it a good thing if my shoes were plastic string turned out without much tripping boring's my new bed peace of mind got so damn good with time and i really mean it but sometimes i wish that i would just step outside
4.
Picky 03:30
I'm sorry about the way i stay at home every day unless I'm gettin paid but i know its ok with you just sit and lay around until we're graves id be happy either way was picky as a kid still am its just a different way don't know what i did something messed me up guess it mustve been when i got punched didn't have the brains to just turn and run away i don't know why this hurts so much sometimes keeping an eye on my own timeline I'm sorry about the way i stay at home every day unless I'm feeling strange i guess it messed me up this turning round and acting tough no I'm not so brave i just turned and ran away i don't know why this hurts so much sometimes keeping an eye on my own timeline
5.
Ladybug 03:14
ladybug, you're from up above so full of love for my bud eating lunch, that same old turkey stuff but you just munch, cuz bliss is tough you know it well and good all of our absent answers ladybug, you're not the only one who's gettin up right at dawn oh but i suppose you may never know how much you control what goes on you know it well and good all of our absent answers you know it well and good all of our stupid answers well and good well i know how this goes i won't know til it shows when time slows then we'll know
6.
Married 01:34
there's a lake at the altar and my feet are shock tense any ideal i had laid out's cast off to past whens don't pretend its written before you put down your pen idk who that is in the water but i feel frozen thats my partner for life they've got a hold of my skin don't pretend its written before you put down your pen
7.
Beginner 03:13
always played stuff on beginner i won't act up don't want the blisters read into what you said i want to be near you come closer to our bed i don't want to fear you but i do never could bluff on medium i won't fashion another way to turn read into what you said i want to be near you you're drifting from our bed i don't want to fear you but i do i do one sixth through september caught me between the eyes since i can remember no one else caught my lies
8.
Big Bug 02:07
hungry on the bus waiting for a sign that we are home me and this stranger I've always known checking inching progress on my phone of this giant bug we're in i know one of us is painting pretty pictures in our notes forgetting how to speak until our throats don't know how to do anything but close and we're salted slugs again i don't get it i don't wanna i don't get it
9.
your loud laugh and the quiet way i leave any public space we're staying in today i'll be saying that til I'm gray remember when you crashed your car i swear i heard my thumping heart well sometimes when I'm where you are feels like we switched places but under everything its so simple the bird just mends its wing and flies careful two or three years ago with my memory who really knows you took the earth and made it a home and you welcomed me back in and we danced around and ate shitty food i miss it like i miss the womb you're sat right here but I'm looking through this feeling i can't place it but under everything its so simple the bird just grows its wings and flies grateful
10.
my friends, tending the garden both standing six feet and i just can't believe that those plants are spreading and sprawling turned brown into the green and i just can't believe it at tables hootin and hollerin i hope they never leave from my window ill always see them out there tending the garden turning dirt into the dream and i just can't believe it

about

i don't remember when these songs were written. they were recorded throughout most of 2019. it's free cuz i don't make money with this anyways. just share it with your friends and anyone you think might like it please. if you want a tape i can make you one, the money will be donated.


big thanks to brendan for bringing the best out of these songs.

thanks to em for the constant inspiration and for your insights; these songs wouldn't be here without you.

thanks to steve for your guidance and support; i consider every album i make to be collaborative with you.

thanks to ross for your help mixing along the way; im so glad these songs have your influence.


and thanks to you for being here, and don't forget to marry yourself.

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released March 31, 2020

written, produced, and mixed by matt langlais
mastered by brendan rice & matt langlais

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